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There is a dream, or maybe a memory, that exists in every human soul, it is a dream of worth, love and ultimately peace. The human soul is the place where desire is born. When we were children the voice of our soul was close to our lips and our desire was on our tongues. We held no doubt that our desires should be met, when we were hungry we expected to be fed, when we were lonely we expected to be loved, when we were hurt we expected to be comforted. But there is an error in the world that is quick to suppress our desire, and in doing this it has changed the very nature of our existence. What should have been ours was withheld from us, sometimes when we reached for food, our hands were slapped and when we cried for love our lips were pinched and when these things frightened us and we sought comfort, we were turned away.
Over time, the soul detached itself from our lips and buried itself within us; we invented the mind and learned not to trust the soul as our guide. But this host of our desire did not leave us, its cry echos within us through our every hour, so that we must have all the things the soul requires. Every part of us knows this, but if we cannot have it freely, how shall we obtain it?
The soul was given the body as a tool for its period in the material world, the body has certain requirements, food and warmth are basics, but the error in the world set itself up as the distributor of these requirements, saying who can have and who cannot, and of what can we have and of what we cannot. Some may have more than they require while others have nothing.
When the soul is unable to meet its most basic needs of the body, the more complex needs suffer, the first is self worth. The error of the world, in its priorities, tells the soul that if the soul is unable to obtain its most basic needs then it is of no value and when the soul looses value for itself it cannot see the value for others.
This loss of self worth creates a new struggle for the soul, because it still has desire and so the soul teaches the body that it must gain its desire at any cost. It learns to steal and to lie and it even learns to kill. When the error in the world discovers that the soul has learned to take what it has not offered, it creates laws against the souls actions, it is a blind thing that does not see that it is responsible for this desperation of the soul and it wounds the soul with its open reprimand and mocks the soul with its sneer of distaste.
How the soul perceives itself influences the image of the world it sees, so that when self worth is lost the absence is the emergence of hate, and when self worth is replaced by hate it destroys the desire for love.
Love is the highest desire of the soul and when the error in the world kills this desire it kills the soul and all opportunity for everything that love gives. There is no error in Love and it meets every desire of the soul. Only in love may we correct the error and reclaim our collective soul to find peace.

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